Recently my life has been spirialing in many different directions.

It's been hard to talk about certian things but I think I finally can. Back in August my parents annouced that they were going to be seperating. Now I'm 25 and no longer live at home so this was shocking for me. I didn't know what to do or think and it really made me start to question everything I thought I knew. What is a normal family supose to be like?

I've been trying to help both sides and it's been trying on me physically and emotionally but I don't regret trying to help. I know if something like this happened to me I'd want someone to be there for me. But sometimes I just wish I were someone else...

I was fighting with my sister for abit at the start, she's only 19 and is having a tough time dealing with it, she tends to bottle it in and doesn't want to talk. It caused some friction between us but everything is ok now.

It doesn't matter what age you are, something like this effects everyone involved. It's going to be very different the next little while but things will get better with time.

I apologize if this journal makes no sense and is very spratic I just needed to get some things off my chest.